once upon a time, you were so excited to send me to work on my first day, and fetch me from work on my last. saying how it’s a must cos it’s the first and last day. i wonder what changed the you that i once knew.
but honestly, i’m quite fine with it. i’m adapting well. i can see that you’re adapting well too.
treasure me..
i want to be the gf who makes u feel secure. but i don’t feel secured. and i know u feel that way too..
you’re just trying to escape.
i don’t want that.
i don’t want for you to just be escaping from her, and then come to me..
that’s even more unbearable than my not being to earn your love.
what i want is for her to move out of your heart
and not because she can’t come out, so you’re forced to escape..
deardear.. i need this security..
20o8 – 9to10 HS2132 (health, med, soc & ppr)
-culture
21o8 – 4to5 HS2129 (pharmacology)
25o8 – 4to6 HS2128 (biological science 2B)
26o8 – 4to6 HS2133 (health & socio psychology
27o8 – 4to6 HS1095 (biological science 1B)
28o8 – 4to6 HS2124 (adult nursing 2)
on the verge..
i’m waiting for it. you’re waiting for it. but neither of us are gonna say anything. so what are we to do with it? why do i bother? cos i want us to work..
“if you got dreams in your heart, why don’t you share them with me? and if dreams don’t come true, i’ll make sure that your nightmares are through. if you’ve got love in your heart, why don’t you keep it with mine? i can’t promise a miracle but i’ll always be trying.”
i’m sick and i’m only blogging here cos blogger is being a bitch and i can’t upload or do anything at all. my whole body is in pain. i dun have a thermometer.
i am cutting all ties with every male i know. erm, no i’m only gonna not talk to them as much :/ so if i dun reply u, u know why. unless if you’re yangyang.
